Day 1

Why did I stop blogging for 15 months? So I could figure out where I was going and what I was doing? How could I possibly be a healthy happy mom online, if I was struggling to be one in real life. It took me 15 months to find it again and a lot has happened since then. I also realized that I spend so much time talking about the children that I forgot that I am a person in all of this too, and I have a life. I don't even remember signing up to have four children, but I do. Somehow in all of this they are doing well in school and in life, and although I am majorly stressed and anxious most of the time. I am happy. So on to the next thing that I have to do. Get rid of the stress. I get stressed when I feel like my dreams aren't coming true. I get stressed when I feel like my ME time is being misused. I get stressed when I don't work out and feel and look too fat. I get stressed when I get stressed. So for the next five months I will be fixing these things with daily dedication. I will be working on two dreams and I will be working out, and not just going to the gym, but the complete approach. Massage, day spa, hydrotherapy, diet. If I didn't blog I would forget my goals and I make it public for the motivation of knowing that someone else may be inspired to do it to. I know I am not the only mother in the world who wants to be a beautiful, awesome, and amazing woman in addition to being a mom. If we don't share knowledge and information, how are we supposed to rise as a people, as a nation, as Hot Momma's. So to all of the Mother's out there these next six months are for you to see how I do it, and I hope it inspires you to do it too. My goals 1. To Look Absolutely flat belly, tight butt fly in Carnivale in San Francisco 2. Kick open a major door for my screenwriting career 3. Get through the end of the school year and keep the A's coming. Goal number three does involve the children but it sharpens my skills too, since I am teaching them music and languages. The more I work with them, the smarter I become.